peaceful

Finally, i've left the studio, a studio full of complicated relationships and bad atmosphere. Suddently, i find realities just like the movies/novels what we saw before, even more sin than we though. i don't want to grow up, but many events put me not to be naive. am i really too naive? might i really imagine the world too much beautiful? buddha said, imagination and hope bring pains, all sarrows due to our thoughs. so i choose to leave those people, close my mind for a while. in this period, i found my pics with some thing in there, a peaceful thing. although i've not found the answer of my career/life, but i must be used to feel this kind of peaceful, empty mood. now, i really feel so good....