糾結

糾結是嗎?沒想到你們都在某一個狀態下無法自拔，我呢?或許也是吧。

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越是得不到的，越想去證明曾經擁有，碎念著那該死的法則，心想事成是吧，事成的究竟有多少呢?這答案需要你親口對我說。

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時間滴答過去，北方已經有了秋意吧，烈陽下曬著的腦袋瓜兒，到了晚上卻顯得涼，漸漸的，甚麼都快忘卻了，卻仍記得起初那句對白，"回憶是一段又一段的回憶掩埋的東西"，似乎，在瞬息之間，2009的夏天也沒那麼重要了...

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那首屬於眼淚的歌，你現在聽見還會輕彈男兒淚嗎?

peaceful

Finally, i've left the studio, a studio full of complicated relationships and bad atmosphere. Suddently, i find realities just like the movies/novels what we saw before, even more sin than we though. i don't want to grow up, but many events put me not to be naive. am i really too naive? might i really imagine the world too much beautiful? buddha said, imagination and hope bring pains, all sarrows due to our thoughs. so i choose to leave those people, close my mind for a while. in this period, i found my pics with some thing in there, a peaceful thing. although i've not found the answer of my career/life, but i must be used to feel this kind of peaceful, empty mood. now, i really feel so good....